Mahatmama

ever fall in love with someone you shouldn't fall in love with?

7.15.2005

Currently working on my first film, "The King." I feel like there's a viable market for twenty minute silent short films in black and white, so... anyway, I work at a gas station now, which is glorious, as is the movie Onibaba. Matt's back from Japan, which feels normal, nothing special. Life is only meaningless if you decide it needs a meaning. I've been enjoying The Cure far too much recently, many many albums... also Blackalicious and various radio rappers. Oh yeah, and the Destiny's Child concert was off tha hook. Yeah, that's right. I also had a cosmic experience with a Mexican man at the gas station... I saw his family and his country and ancestors and their gods and all of history in his eyes. I also saw the rain fall all the way from its origin in my mind, but I could only hold it for less than a minute. Such is enlightenment, I've heard. Gate, gate, paragate, parasamgate, bodhi, svaha!